just keeping up

i spent the majory of mister k"s class have people check my portfiolo and maling a few changes well in was more than just a few thigns but i am not sure that i sould listen to the people in this class since they are not the teacher. but if i don't then i would have missed out on some good contrurive help from my prees what i wores is they may not want to help me any more becasue i didn't take thier help in the first place. so 2morrow if msr. fossum has not checked what i asked her to i will take my classmates help.

I think that i am done

i spent the rest of my day doing my project. well not really doing it but putting it into order it was esy just like i thought it would be. i gave it to the teacher so that she could gave it well not reall grade it but checkit over see the things that need to be fixed and give it back to me so that i can go over the things that need to be fixed. i hope i did i good job.

Puting it all together

i was porde todya when my teacher said that i and one other person were the only ones to turn thier assignmnets in on time i knew that i was doing a good jod then it made me feel like all of the hard work that i havbeen doing if finally starting to pay off. well now all i have to do is finish putting my final project togther it should not be that hard after all it's just printing all the work that i have done a putting it in order thank God that i really did all of my work unlike some of my class mates who have waited till the end of the year to try and work hard if they really cared they worlf have been on the ball if i can do it with a baby then i have no sympathy for anyone who was just so lazy and did no want o do any work if you are not able to talk to your friend and do you work at the same time then you need to work some where else

class is out

i am almost done with everything that i have to do for this class. i just need to get the paper that has the check list. so i can assure myself but fossum went over my perposal and i mad the last edits so i shoud be doe buy the end of the weej

peer editing

i have asked magen to do the peer editin gon my proposal. i did soo bacsue o know that she is avert imtellligent young woman and she could help me alot more than anyother student in our class bacsue she pays more atting and takes thigns more serious tha others. she found a few thing s wrong with the paper and i just have to make those changes and then give it to a teacher to edit.

perposal

for the past two day i has been going over my perposeal and finishing up my action plan. this is a very serious paper and this i do understand. i went back and had to look at the resuorses that i have found when i did my sitations and my interview. i made my reason for picking this topic my mother ding and there not being anyone around for me to grevie that why i got mia becuse the only person thati had was blake an i don;t want anyone els to deal with i went threw

No School 2morrow

I have successfully uploaded my outline and pre-writing so I will start my out line this is a bit more intense since I this part of the project is the end of the graduation project and at the moment I have an a B an you need at lest a C to pass but I refuse to get any thing less than the high B than I have or an A I do not want to get C's this trimester do next so that I can show the people at the college I apply to that I am a very serious student. I can' believe that this year is almost over maybe it went so fast because I haven’t been here. Next year before you know it we will be filling out the college applications.

Pre-Writing

i spent this class typing my paper that was some what like an outline. it was for my final perposal paper it took a long time not because i didn't know but i had to make sure that i was answering all of these questions to the best of my ablity so that when it comes time for me to actrualle write the paper i will have no problem putting it in to a long paper all justtake the in formation from the pre-writing and the out-line my paper should be good at first i was afriad that things would not get all the facts i need but i seem so be doing quite well.

fixing my out line

i spent time goign over my time line. when i tookit home so i could ge more done. it was all going fine and then the computur was frozen and i had no ideal on how i was going to explain it to you but then it started to work agian. then i saved it ti make sure that i didn;t lose any of the work that i did. i was working for another hour and this blue box poped up on the scra i tryied to readit but the eniter computer cutt off. when i logged back on verythings looked likeit was in alien. i tried to put into a different font but that didn't work either so i had to do it all over in class so i had no time to blogg

Outline

this outline thign is very hard man this is the hardest part i do have the info i just really don't know how thsi shouodl be done. then i took a bit more note yesterday at the library i had to find my own books becasue i was to crowed for a libraren to help me. but i was very bad at it so i think if i get some free time i will go back and get the books again. but if i am not able to i will be fine withthe notes that i have now i just wanted more i really don't need any more.

library

i have dicied that i need to go to the library to better elaberate on grieve on the side affect of not getting the help that one needs beacuse most poeople do not seek help maybe because the don't want to be nine times out of ten its because they don't know where to get it from well i am looking to eliminate that in my school that is way i am going to find more information at the library

Outline

i plan on spending the day going threw my notes adn putting things together so that my time line will be right. i thing think that i am going to start by explianing my project. then i will find a few tings like how docotors fell theraopy helps poeple. then i will say how some poepel fell like they don't need it then i will tell hao theropy help people and how those who have not gotten any cope or deal with the situation.

found some new stuff

Today I fell very pleased with myself and what I have done. I spent the entire day taking notes on the new topic that I found. Well not exactly new topics but new information on my topic. They were mostly static but. but they were very helpful and important after all what is more important to a graduation project then studies done at colleges and big time health industries that agree and support all the views of your subject. This should get me some extra brownie points when my project is presented. I think that I will open with stating the difference between grieving and mourning that should show the people that I know what I am talking about because most people don't even know that there is a difference

nuthen much

i really did not have must to do becasue the books that i got have basically the sam exact infromation that was in the last books that i had. well i was very upset and let this get me down. but you talked to and told me that i could not lets this upest me. so i went out on my own yesterday and if found tons of statistics that are about grieveing and the amout on people who do not have parents are lost someone.

taking some new notes

I thought thatthe books that i got from the library had the same infromation as the books that i had from the other books. i really did not get any good stuff so i just kept trying am going to have to go back to the library on saturdayand get some new books. but i think that i should try to look a little bit more into the books that i found at the libray mybe i should read them to find some deeper content.

library

yesterday i went to the library so that i could take back some of the other books back and get some new ones so that i could take notes on them. it was rainign really bad and i did not really want to go but i had no other time to go so i just said forget it and i went i am lucky dat i did though because i found some good books that will help my project it seem to be coming along very weel i know that i keep saying that but well it's true well if you will excuse me i need to take some notes now.

Notes

thing do seem to be coming along very well but i am not quite sure honetly as if to were exaclthey are going i took my notes and stuff am writing my thank you letter and then what i am starting to think that i am behind like everyone knows things that i don't about thier projects. i know that you only need a B to pass this class but i want to get an A so that i can stay i went above and beyond the standard at less once in my life.

Checklist

Today i spent the day looking up fact that will support my topic i have a lot of facts i believe that i have covered all of the facts and topic's that go along with my subject. now a have to write out the answers to the interview. i did this on the camera so i would not have to write all of the fcats down because i knew that this was going to be along interview it lasted aboout 60 minutes but it was well worth it.

Notes Notes and more Notes

I spent the enyire day taking notes on my topic just to make sure that i had taken notes in every area of the situation the how they fell as they deal with the situation. i also found how teens deal in with the death of a loved one in a nagitive way. first i did what are some felling that you fell as soo as you lose someone. you know like if they did not get any theropy. then i found some important facts about my topic 2morrow i will c of some ways to cope.

finally getting things on the ball

yeaterday iwent an had a meeting with a wonam at the caring place. it was a very good meeting everythign went well. all but the fact that she was five minutes late byt anyway i asked all kinds of questions about my project. from do you feel that young people who have had theopy deal better with the lost than children who have not had any. she expained that eevry one is differnent and it could take some peopel a long time before they ask for help if they ever get any but it has been shown yes that talkig to a perfessional helps a great deal

for the past week in school we have been resrching a bit deeper into our project. i even got an ontline to my powerpoint. thne i found out the this lady reigina i willing to meet with me on monday at 12:30 so that is cool i have tones off questions to ask her that i feel will greatly improve my project. well gotta go fossum Blossum Baby Mia's Calling to play

Today i had to make up some questions to that i knew that will be used in my project that will suport my question. i was hard at first i could not think of any words but i came up with
mourning – showing a deep sadness for someone death
grief- felling a grate sadness
happiness – the feeling of pleasure
recovery-to get over a changing event
love- feel tender affection for another
lose- having something taken away
concealing- to keep some thing from to people around you
anger- a strong feeling of grievance and displeasure
resentment- aggrieved felling cause by feeling mistreated
death – the end of life
unexpected – coming as a surprise

i have do a lost of work over the past few weeks we went to the library it was kind of hard at first seeing as to how i nor fif and of many classmates of mine have a library card. the people were very frustrated with ou tthough i guess that we drove them a little bit crazy. i did find some good books all of the book that i found will help me with my project. most of them have some of the answers to my question bluntly stated in the book and i loved that. i just have to keep n trake with reading them and time

looking for books

i was not able to find a book at first and it was driving my crazy. i would like for you to know that my project is not as easy as it seem. i had to type in all kinds of different things so that i could find some books. i mean i did find some but i need to make sure that i found so quality this for my research. well i did find so very nice books. the grieving for teens, say goodbye to daddy, and coping with the details of death. and there was some that were unavilible and i was so mad i really needed them. But i fell that i have done a ok job only wish i could have some satitic of who have had someone who passed away and did not have help copping

sentances

I am just doing teh same thing that i did yesterday findings sentances that will provide infromation for our project i did not know that we needed to have ten though. yesterday when she did i on the board she only had one main sentance and three that supported that so of couse me supitd ( thats a joke i know it's spelled wrong) i though that we only needed four. so now i need to find seven more. but i am cool though i got them all.

topic sentance

i had to find te plus fondation sentenances my main question is how poeple are affected my inexpected death and how do they cope. i did do a ok job if you ask me but it's not up to you. so i guess that we will find out. is seem to e that i am doing a very good job in this class but i don't want to jump the gun

all done

today i spent my time doing the finishing things on my webs it was so hard i had no time to blog yeater day but here are my websites
http://www.hospicenet.org/html/teenager.html.

http://www.griefwords.com/library/active/mtviewfh-mp.asp?Function=ShowArticle&Article=teenagerscope.htm&AudienceID=5.

http://www.dougy.org/default.asp?pid=6863519.

http://www.taps.org/.


http://www.lfsva.org/grief.



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http://www.bigbendhospice.org/850.878.5310/grief.cfm.



http://www.thehealingplaceinfo.org/.



http: //www.griefshare.org/.>.



http://dailystrength.org/support/Death_Dying/Bereavement/.


this is the only way that i know how to post things to post my blogs

looking for stitations

I was not here yesterday my daugher had a asthma attack so i had to leave school and take care of her so you can imagin that i had tons of work to do. i spent all of my time looking up death and greif nad greif in teens and the other one that i used was how teen cope with death i found what i felt like 10 really good wesites that both proved my point and gave me some person help i do think that i picked a good website but i am not quite sure that i quite grasp the concept of this graduation project goes on something tells me that as this goes on i will need help

I just looked up some of the topic that go alone with my project and revised the paper thst she gave me back

writing a paper

To day i wrote a paper about what we did yesterday you know kind of like a follow up. What I did was write a paper called a Webliograpghy i was intited to do was give a brief discription of the webpage to a prson who has never see or heard of this webpage. then i had to grade well not really grade it but give it a rating from one to ten. none of my webpage got a perfect score because i was looking for a websit that was pertanting to teenagers not to the older adults but it seems like that is all that i can find i really dont know how to change my bloga around a put links on it i will rigue it out though

Citations

anonymous, "grief support goups ." oregon support group. 10 May 2007

anonymous, "Taps." tragity assisstance program for survior. goverment funnded. 10 May 2007 http://www.taps.org/.

anonymous, "share grief ." grief recovery support group. sponcer funnded. 10 May 2007 http://www.griefshare.org/.

"Bereavement Support Community." Dailystrength.org. n/a. sponcer funnded. 10 May 2007 http://dailystrength.org/support/Death_Dying/Bereavement/.

it was not that hard for me to find thigs about my topic as i though i typed in grief support and evert site that i picked was right on topic.

letter

i finally gat the final tuches on my letter of intent and i currently hava an A in this class and i intent to keep it that way i don't think that i am going to have much trouble with this class as long as i stay on track. though my teacher mrs swartz says that i should keep up beasue as this class goes on it gets harder and harder i hope i can keep my a i will do my best to keep in this way

All Done

Have finished my picture on photoshop. I Just hope that by the timr that we are finnish with this class that i am eighter done with my graduaion projcet or just a few steps away. beacuse i would hate to be stressing about my project next year

photoshop

i did a wonderful picture if you ask me on photoshop that showed pictuers that had to deal with my project you know death and grief. well the people were crying and stuff like that. i even found a picture of a man or a woman am not really all that sure but anyways he are she was holding the body of a dead child screaming and crying. then a the bottom i put my title. it when faster to day the i expected i mean the days almost over after lunch we go home. but i really wnt to stop all the playing around and start my project.

plagiarism

i have writen a paper to day brefily expaining what i have chosen to do i am a littel scared becuse i hope that i can do a wonderful job. the paper is already done so i just want fossum to read it to make sure i covered all parts i was sapost to. but i guess that next week the real work starts?

final decision

Okay, i got it i will do my project on unexpect deaths and how they effect those around the person who has passed away. It will center around me and how arfer my mother died my father became an acloholic and i felt as though i needed someone to love me then i found blake an got mia but thats all i got right now

speaker

i fugrued out just what i want to do for sure i am going to do unexpected death and how they impactthe families then show how my mother affected me. you know like donig bad in school and looking for love and getting preganate while still being lucky by finding a man who loves me and our child. then i will sum it up with how america needs a stronger saport system for teens

nuthin much

today we really didn't really do much in class we just hand this paper that was up loaded to our dashboard to this paper called inventory were we just taked about what we liked and did not like very much. it was nice it helped me to see things about myself a little bit clearer i try hard to be a good person and i hope that i am doing a good job at it.

start blogging

Today, I really am not sure what I want to do. At first when I came into the class room a just knew that I wanted to do my graduation project on unexpected deaths and how they affect the families. You know since my mothers death was much unexpected to everyone even the doc's. But anyway now I found out that we have to find documented research from the computer you know like papers that people have written. My sister did hers to graduate but she is the only person that I know who has done one. And she did so about two years ago so I am guessing that she doesn’t really remember what she has done. I thing that I will do ok okay not as good as I want to seeing as to how I need to get an A in this class. I mean it is not required or any thing I would just prefer it for my G.P.A so that I can get in to Carlow University. I want to be come a teacher I hope that I can make it and that I don't change my mind. But I have lots of distractions this trimester. Am well not just me my daughter Mia her Father Blake and I are move out on the 18 of May so I just have to try and remember not to slack off.